On a sunny chilly day.. i am writing this post with my mouth filled with cadbury’s mini eggs… The feeling of the chocz melting down in ur mouth is so caramia!!!! Talking about sweet thinkos… What can be more sweeter than our mum? Yeah.. this is சமர்பனம் for mua amma!!!
Mother’s love is so hard to explain. Its a divine love which you can never find it. Having a partner and loving him/her is way different from having to love ur mum.. Who bore u for 9mths… Goes through thick and thin just to bring u to this beautiful world… Who carrys the burden .. or i wld say the weight of the baby…. not just for 1 or 2 days … but for count of 9mths… Its a task that daddys out there can never go it…
I recall so many beautiful and unforgettable moments where my darlin mummy… gets into our room and heads up to us .. slowly stroking our heads… massaging our legs.. and whispering into our ears and telling us that its time for wakie wakie… The morning is all so bloomed by just smelling her … Mummy’s hair all so wet and tied into a princess hairstyle…. her hair with the nice aroma of sambarani…Wearing the long butterfly dress…. Her forehead filled with kunguma pottu…. That twinkling eyes of hers…. Can make anyone melt…
Never a day my mum has gone without feeding us… She makes it a point to feed us till today. But my mum says that we best eat when she feeds us. I am not in denial to that degree… coz i must admit that i eat more than usual only if amma feeds me…I still have down pat the flashes where mum also makes it a point ot shower especially e tilli was 11.. i know i was all grown and blar blar.. but mum always said that i am the baby of the house and that her baby hasnt in her vision….Mum was our teacher…our guru… She was always teaching us to sing devotional songs, play the veenai… She always shared the sentiment that she never had the chance to be a classical dancer.. so she always dreamt of us being dancers. She enrolled us into The fine arts… That was her biggest achievement i wld say… She always walks with her head and chin up whenever she pays a visit to school… When teachers always had good feedback about us… When we came back with trophies after all that competition that she enrolls us with… I remember .. Whenever we had gathering… She made it a point for us to sing songs .. relatively if it was a house warming .. we had to sing songs in connection with house warming.. if there is a newborn baby .. we had to welcome the small one with a song…
I think of all of us curled up together with amma on the couch when we would watch movies together and end up talking about life and our dreams. I think of every hug, kiss, and every “I love you” she has said to us…
Mum was Hitler in her own way.. She was very stern about mannerisms, behaviour, Respect for the elders…. Give n take and the list goes on…. She always tells chechi & muaself that respect is sumtin that we should earn and we shd give…. Mummy was one good soul who does not place herself first. Her priority was always us.. She selects the best clothes for us.. That whenever we wore sumtin nice.. ppl will come up to us n ask us where we got out suits from… SHe always has the best taste for us.. Whenever we outshine in our schoolwork… she rewards us with KFC and not forgetting Toys’rus… Amma always say this.. that chechi n muaself are her 2 eyes… We are her precious gems….Amma was never a mother..she was more than a mum.. She more of a best friend whom we share everythin and anithin with her. that goes for her too.. She always says that we are her besties….
Sometimes we all know n learn that somthings are not meant to be together.. Not untill my parents were divorced.. That was really very agonizing for me.. especially me …It was hard to accept that the custody went to dad and not mum…But we grew to be better people.. My sista n i told ourselves that we will make mum proud by exceliing well in our lives. As said.. we did… We made mum n dad proud in many ways….
Up to date.. i have never gone a day without having to talk to amma.. She is my inner shine… What will i do without her? I am verymuch closer to her as … i am the spoilt one.. and amma adores me and she says that i am the Kadai Kutty fo the house!!! Everytime chechi n i have squabbles and all.. Mum is like a button.. she puts things together again…
Mom, you’re a wonderful mother,
So gentle, yet so strong.
The many ways you show you care
Always make me feel I belong.You’re patient when I’m foolish;
You give guidance when I ask;
It seems you can do most anything;
You’re the master of every task.You’re a dependable source of comfort;
You’re my cushion when I fall.
You help in times of trouble;
You support me whenever I call.I love you more than you know;
You have my total respect.
If I had my choice of mothers,
You’d be the one I’d select!
No matter how hard many try to be like my mum.. There will never be another one to be born just like my mum…. She is god’s sent gift to us.. I CAN LOVE YOU WITH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ALL OF MY LIFE AND I WILL ALWAYS.. I will Love u till my last breathe அம்மா!
என் அன்பு முத்தங்கள் அம்மா !என்றும் அன்புடன் உங்கள் மகள் குட்டி சுபாஷினி
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