Never a Marley and me!!!

Oh well.. I have to write blog about what i am feeling right now… All my years of being a kid, teens, adult… i always wanted to have a little puppy for myself.. Have alwis been asking my mum and dad and when they came to an agreeable term… there comes my villi chechi and screams her lungs out and tell me that dogs scare the wits out of her….

Well as being the typical mummy of mine… Just to make me smile she had promised to get a sheep dog for my birthday and for excelling well in my exams when i was in the 8th grade… “Dont be too happy for me.. As it was not getting a puppy from SPCA but i was heading off to Toys R’ us at dhoby gahut back then….Well keeping my spirit hgh up in the sky… i went about to choose my little puppy dog which turned out to be a soft toy…Netherless i named it “Shaggy”

Then the years passed *Oh yes i am still keeping it* i grew out of it and kept it in my room as rememberance… BUt later the years i had my own room.. Which i very much despised that there is not going to be much of a bond with my chechi as she has got her own room…. So i decided to keep fishes to keep me going.. I had a gorges fish tank all set up for me and i named it ” Bobo”!.

That kept me going for several mths and all.. But one nite after coming back from a full swing clubbing night at papa joe’s ….i came home felling all gushed out and decided to turn on the aircon to get me all cool and warm under my quilted blanket… Then did i realise the nxt sunny morning that my fish was all frozen and was ready to get to the wet market to be sold!!!! *sobz*

I was all so remorseful and told my dad that i badly wana have a puppy dog… then my dad tried talking and coming with terms with my sis that it will be very much fun-filled to have a puppy around… so dad had promised to have that little cutie around our house. He told me that the following day we shall go pick it up… Then comes another bolt from the blue.. My stepmum tells me that she is finally pregnant….. Arrrrrrrrgh!!! it was very much happiness for me and on the other hand they told me that they cant handle the dog for now as she will be all flushed up with her preganancy and blar blar.. So i agreed to that fact all these years and there came my little buju!!!!

Not till last nite when i watched “Marley and me”…. The start looked so refreshing with a little buddy with u..But after watching it with so much of groans and moanz…. the climax was big time excruciating…. I literally teared for a good 15mins then i consoled myself that i will never have a puppy coz i wont know what i will end up like if my little puppy has to leave me one day…. That will be so grief stacking!!!

Movies, like Marley and me, Abiyum naanum… makes us ponder and tells us that nothing in life is perm…. Let it be a pet or let it be ur own flesh and blood….I shall live life to the fullest and only time will tell if i fix on to get a puppy….. “kratos will be the given name!”